Separation Anxiety (Early 2006)

Said goodbye for the last time in what will be too long. Last words still stick in my throat. If I had tried, tried to fight, I don’t think I’d be better off, but now she’s thousands of miles away and I can’t do a thing.
She says the time will fly right on by but I know it’s just a nice white lie. She says it won’t be long won’t be long but I know she’s going, going, gone. With her, my hopes, my dreams, my goals…are gone. It’s out of my control, there’s nothing I can do.
It’s done, but yet…I feel regret. Every day spent while she stayed is playing through my mind. It’s over now…but I don’t see how they can be expecting me to leave this all behind.
She says the time will fly right on by but I know it’s just a nice white lie. She says it won’t be long won’t be long but I know she’s going, going, gone. With her, my hopes, my dreams, my goals…are gone. It’s out of my control, there’s nothing I can do.